Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Quite some time nv blog liao. I'm glad that i'm able to blog today. In another words, i'm able to reach home early after 2wks of OT. Today i get to learn that one of my colleague is leaving the company. I am quite shock to hear the news. And because of her departure i have to take back my work. Part of me is still wondering why she wanna leave the company... (i'm a bit KPO). For past two wks i had to OT that was because i cant finish my work on time. I'm really worry that i cant cope if i have to take all the work back. Sometimes i really don't understand how my mentor work so fast. I take FEW hours to finish one portfolio while she only takes half to 1 hr to finish the same portfolio!! I am truly amaze by their working standards and also understand that they are expecting the same result frm us (newcomers) M keep telling me that i can do it. But im not that kind of person that can do things very fast and yet make no mistakes at all. During sch days i am really good at maths and science but my best is still science not maths. When comes to numbers i tend to make very very careless mistakes and because of that i nv get an A. Sigh.. lets not talk about work anymore. AS usual... As long as i know im doing my best i will not feel guilty.
Let talk about this play that we are performing.. i think everyone knows this movie, 
Moulin Rough. I am going to be one of the dancer in the play and the main actress will be my mentor,C. Seriously i think she is a very smart lady. Good at work and play. at 1st I did not wanna be part of the play but i wanna know more ppl and so i join in the fun. How i wish instead of performing a play it will be more interesting to have a dance performance so i can learn more professional dance steps. I have been thinking to enrol for a salsa dance course but M dun allow me. Because the dance involve some intimate moves. Sianz..
BLOGGED! @ {Tuesday, October 17, 2006}
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Today i finally get enough sleep. I have been working so hard for past few days n i'm having lots of problem with my body. On the other hand i am facing some relationship problem after 2 yrs. This relationship has been going on for 6 yrs is neither long or short. For the 1st 2yrs i having problems due to guys friends that i am close with and the 4th yr i have problem with his another girl friend and our 6th yr i am having the most difficult problem i cant even solve it on my own. He is having problem to identify his 'self'. Tell me what come next another 2yrs ....breaking up?? I tell myself i had enough problems with the 1st 2 boyfriends i gonna open my eyes big enough to look for a better one and this is what i got after going on for 6 yrs.
i really dun know should i hate him or myself. i have a long journey in front of me i just want to find a lifetime partner is that so hard? Or am i a difficult person to be with?? I have a lot of qns in my head one of the most impt qns is 'shld i carry on with this man?' I dun wanna leave him... but looks like this relationship is really hard to carry on... or shld i just wait for him for another 2 more yrs. My life is like sailing in a stormy sea.
I went to VIVo City this evening. Nothing much le.. some stores are not open. Actually thinking of catching a movie over there but all most all the show are are selling fast. While was looking at the screen, i saw a familiar face and after a 2nd glace i knew that was A!!
BLOGGED! @ {Sunday, October 08, 2006}
