Sunday, November 26, 2006
I feel like getting split personality soon. One side of me is so happy go lucky and the other is like fill with sorrow and agnoy. I heard one of my sec sch friend is getting marry soon (next year) and my face show the look of envious. I cant stand myself envy other ppl! Coz it only proof to me that I'm not good to myself and im not happy with wat i am now. I really envy ppl going to get marry and so happy spending their life with their loved of their live. Is true that getting married is not going to proof everything but the vow that they have made is the responsiblity that they are willing to take and that make me jealous of them! The worst enemy now in my life is myself, there is no one i can blame. What more can i say....I watched Happy Feet yesterday. Many ppl think that movie is quite good but i think it another way. I find it so so only and i think that movie is trying to convey some msg across and that is the we, human are fishing too much and creatures or animals do not have enough fishes to feed on. I was kinda sad to see the animals are suffering and yet we are here enjoying our food. I must agree that the show is quite funny.
BLOGGED! @ {Sunday, November 26, 2006}
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Start to realise there are alot of things i wanna do in life. Like dressmaking and learning to dance. Luckily i am found a friend that is able to join me.
I once went to a fortune teller, he told me i will have 2 best friends in my life. Seriously i thought i should have more than 2 best friends. But i know these 2 friends are the ones i can count on when i'm really down or something... I wonder who is the 2nd one?? COuld it be the one who join me? Aiyo i think i think too much again.
Recently my boat is sailing smoothly i really hope everyday is like today... But there is no such thing as forever.. People change and so is the surrounding. Planning for a trip next year... have to save a lot before i can travel. This time is not going to be HK or BBK.
BLOGGED! @ {Sunday, November 19, 2006}
Sunday, November 05, 2006
my relationship with M is really complicated now. Really not sure wat is my next step. misery is the only word i can describe. Falling in love is a splendid thing but once u are falling out of love is like asphyxiate. Im in the middle of both so can u feel my misery?? Maybe you guys do not understand at all..... I lost my favourite watch at home today. I usually place it on the table or the coffee table in the living room but today i cant find it on both the tables. MY heart is like cracking into pieces because the watch was a gift from him 3yrs back. The lost of this watch really makes me think that our relationship has come to the end. Maybe i think too much again....My company D n D has finally end (1 wk ago). The D n D food is so so only maybe because i didnt get to eat some of the dishes. Anyway i got my tarot card reading that night. The lady said that im trap in this relationship and i cant do anything to get out of this trap. Which i think is really true. She ask me to pursue whatever i wanna do in life at this point of time and think of other things beside improving this relationship. I will be free from this trap after a few mths. Whether this kind of freedom is good or bad she didnt say at all... But she said this relationship as per normal...Everytime after meeting him we will have a small chat and this issue is always the topic. Im getting sick doubting his feelings and by the end of the day when he went home i will think through again and i always nv fail to cry. I really hope it end with a happy ending after 6 yrs together.
BLOGGED! @ {Sunday, November 05, 2006}
